All the nice things you did to me are all just lies…I don’t deserve all this stupid crap from you..is my bloody fault that I fall so hard into it..and now seeing you and another one just makes me feel like I am a fool..I really look like a fool..I tht I can take it..but apparently I can’t…seriously can’t..I hate myself for being like this..friends all worry about me..and I can’t even really tell him what happen because I bought this upon myself..this whole year I can’t make myself not think about all this..this serves me right…should have stop all this freaking thing from the start…this is just crazy..just stupid..my whole life just screwed up because of you…the only think I pray now is that you don’t come disturb my life and I won’t disturb yours..friendship just end here..I don’t even wanna have anything to do with you..I just can’t take another heartbreak anymore…this year has been a rough year for me…there should be an end to this..and is today..

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Posted on December/18/2011

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